I wish for once in my life, I didn’t have to beg you to come see me or just visit me. I can name the countless amount of times I’ve come to see you because you wanted me to or because you had an important event going on. then I ask you if you could come see me because schools over for you or atleast get me from school and it’s a huge deal that you won’t even do. I don’t know, I just dont get it..

i dont know why im doing this

like why am i doing this? im just going to cause problems that dont need to be there. and we have never been better… like what the fuck is wrong with me.